Log in

About this Journal
Current Month
Mar. 9th, 2010 @ 05:39 pm (no subject)
Current Location: Eff-Ell-Or-Ih-Duh
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
Current Music: Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr- Trivium


This is a "promotional video" for the town where I was born!

I seriously have been to a lot of the places they show! And I know some of the people!!!!!!!!

Ooooh and
Uncle Steve and Nick: 5:04
Aunt Jodie, Mackenna, Josh, and Shayla: 5:52


About this Entry
Mar. 5th, 2010 @ 02:52 pm Run, run!
Current Location: Same bat time, same bat place
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Happy Freaking Fun Time
This is Lindsay.
See Lindsay blog.
Blog, Lindsay, blog!!!!

Did not go to shool today due to falling last night and making my knee be bruised and scraped and hurtful and owwww.

Still hurts.

And Sparticus attacked my hand/wrist this morning, so it now looks like I thumbwrestled a wet cat. Funn.

So, apparently my blog scares people?

I have never once said I am suicidal.
Never once have I said anything along the lines of:

"Hey my name is Lindsay and some day I'm gonna kill myself!!!!!!111!!!!".   *feel the sarcasm*

You guys are delusional.

I have a good life and awesome friends.

Just because I give a little emo rant now and then does NOT mean I'm gonna be hari kari the next day!


I wish there was an emoticon for "Just emo-ranting. I'll be fine in a couple minutes. Just ignore this."

What would it be?



...or something.



About this Entry
Mar. 3rd, 2010 @ 01:34 pm Blehh
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Pull Harder On The Strings of Your Martyr- Trivium


1st- Practiced FCAT. The guy who sits next to me kept bad mouthing Mrs. Rollins. In my head I was yelling at him "Shut up you jerk!" but of course I couldn't do it out loud. *is a wimp*

2nd- Took and might've actually passed the final ATOTC test! Also did more FCAT practice. Then at the end of class I almost jumped over my desk. I was facing the door and Mrs. Putman somehow ended up behind me. So she said something and I completely freaked out. Fun. Yeah.

4th- Did work.

6th- IDK cuz I didn't go. Gran checked me out.

For the reason/rant, look behind the cut.

Warning: Exactly 1 swear. All the rest is emo ranting. Read at your own risk.Collapse )

About this Entry
Feb. 24th, 2010 @ 04:52 pm Rock out with your Crocs out!
Current Location: here
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Be Prepared- Lion King

Make up day. Had all my work done, so I just sorta...read MLIA's/looked at Average Cats/played with the love calculator. Apparently, Alex and I have an 89% chance of a succesful relationship. (Although I'm a bit confused as to what it means by "successful". Like, "together forever" or "will eventually break up but not hate each other afterwards"?)

Took notes. Watched a video. Took a quiz. I don't think Mr. Jenkins likes me much.

Took/failed a test. Stared into space. I'm pretty sure Mrs. Rodriguez doesn't like me much either.

Translated a page of dialogue. Because I was bored. Whatev.

So, I've realized that I am thoroughly convinced that 5 out of my 7 teachers dislike me and want me dead. Is this weird? Do I have a problem? Why am I asking you?

I need sleep.
And myshoulders hurt, due to carrying around a freaking 20-pound backpack every other day. (No exaggeration. It seriously weighs 20 pounds on odd days. I've weighed it before.)

Oh, I've finally gotten a picture of my nephew!!!!!

Hello, Camdon Francis Elton Claus! And hello, Natasha!

(Camdon is the baby/my nephew. Natasha is the woman/my sister.)

About this Entry
Feb. 22nd, 2010 @ 03:49 pm I used to wear my heart on my sleeve, but all my shirts got stained....
Current Location: Hooooome
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Pull Harder on the Strings of your Martyr- Trivium

1st period- We watched a powerpoint on Application Software (dun dun dun) and played Hangman (Mason was my partner. He won. Probably because I insisted on giving the hangman I was drawing a hat, a bowtie, and a mustache..). Mason also built bombs on his computer. (He played with The Powder Toy and made things explode...lolz) Oh, and I tried to make Mrs. Rollins' printer explode using The Force, but no luck. Oh well. Maybe next time?

3rd period- We took notes on the Byantine Empire. I started an OC (original character) fanfic in my notebook that is never going to be read by anyone but me, due to the entire plot being locked inside my head, and the fragments I wrote are really confusing unless you know it. I gave Jasper a snack. We watched a movie that talked about throwing dead cats down a murder hole. Funnnn.

5th period- We were tortured. We played a game to prepare for the test Wednesday which I'm so going to fail. I. Hate. Chemistry.

7th period- Was SUPPOSED to stay after to make some work up, but Mme. Symmes ended up not being there. We had Mr. Freaking Edwards as a substitute. (Scary man in a wheelchair) He was creepy, and I think I will have nightmares. Mme. Symmes left a note with him to give me the book that was on her desk. What book? "The Zombie Survival Guide" by Max Brooks. IDK why...How did she know I was into zombies?  And why would she give me that book anyway? And what was with the bookmark inside of it that said "Zombies are crap at knitting."?! I am confused and will speak to her tomorrow.

So, behind the cut is the video for the song I mentioned entry before last: Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr by Trivium. Warning: Contains swears and violence.

Warning: Violence and exactly one swearCollapse )

I will now whore out an awesome person.
About this Entry
Feb. 20th, 2010 @ 10:21 pm Blook
Current Location: Hoooome
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: Pull Harder On The Strings of Your Martyr- Trivium

So, it's Saturday.
I didn't do a thing I was supposed to do. (ie, Chemistry research, French vocabulary, type History notes, work in the FCAT book, etc.) I did, however:
1- get out of going out in service
2- go to a church yard sale and purchase many neat things
3- go to PetCo and get the dogs their rabies shots/purchase some cat nip to make into tea later
4- find CliffsNotes for Tale of Two Cities

Succesful day? I think so!

Warning: Here they be dragons! And by dragons, I mean useless pictures!Collapse )
Oooh, and I also got my cat stoned.

(What a couple of stoners... ^ ^ ^ ^ lolz)

Good night!
About this Entry
Feb. 19th, 2010 @ 11:21 pm Pull harder on the strings of your martyr
Current Location: Um...Safe in my own little world
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Pull Harder On The Strings of Your Martyr- Trivium

So...It's almost 11. I'm uber bored..

Quick updates:
-Officially boyfriended as of 2/13/10. So far so good. Haven't screwed it up yet. His name is Alex M******. We've been best friends since 6th grade. He is amazing.
-Have officially confirmed with my therapist (Kate rocks!) that I am semi-obsessed with the idea of warding off an attack of zombies more to distract myself from the fact that I am starting to really dislike my mother.
-Actually have plans next Saturday. Caley's b-day party. Shh, don't tell but I'm getting her chocolate and The Gospel of the Flying Spaghetti Monster
-Would have had plans this Saturday (aka tomorrow) with Alex but something came up and he couldn't go.

Eventful-ish day today.

1st period:
We had a guest speaker (Mr. Graham again) He's a purty cool guy. lolz He talked to us about identity theft, cool boxy cars, and bank robbers. Mason and I hung out in the back with all the other rejects stoners cool peoples and made semi-snide remarks to each other on how the people making fun of Mr. Graham probably had half his IQ and none of his funnies. (BTW, Mr. Graham is soooo Alex in 30 years!!! Same tone of voice, same high school, same personality! OMG!!!!!) Mrs. Rollins showed me her little library of businessy-fictiony wonder and we all danced to a song about eyes.

2nd period:
We watched some of the movie version of the bane of my existence Tale of Two Cities. (I hate this book I hate this book I hate this book it should die!) Cade (as usual lolz) ended up having to help Ms. Putman with the TV/VCR/DVD player/techno stuff. Quite funny, really. They were looking for the remote for the DVD/VCR thing. Turns out Ms. Putman has a collection of very ANCIENT (like 1980s!) remotes in her file cabinet, none of which go to the player. We also got an FCAT Reads workbook, which I will set on fire study and work on diligently like the good little girl that I am.

4th period:
Boring, really. Learned about ratios. Then went to lunch. Then we were evacuated from the school.
Oh, I suppose I should mention the bomb threat?

Yep. you read correctly. Bomb. Threat.
(Though, I've stopped taking them seriously. That's...what, the third one this year?)'
(Ya know, the only two people who are gonna read this go to/work at the school, so IDK why I'm acting all dramatic-like.)

The first ten minutes were rather amusing, as I got to sit on the curb in the sunshine with my buddy Elise and this kid in my Geometry class named Lorenzo who was wearing a tie (that Mr. Dooley helped him tie lolz) wih a t-shirt.
Then Elise had to go to C Lunch, so I was alone. I read. I worked on the FCAT booklet. I organized my backpack. I died a little inside.

Finally were allowed to go back to class at like 1:30 (aka with 20 minutes left in the day)

6th period:
Had my name shouted by an old man (Coach Collins was taking attendance. you perverts!), talked to Meghan, went into the gym, and got a new nickname from the bunch of a**hole guys sitting next to Elise, Marissa, Anna, Elise's friend, and me. That's right. I am now officially dubbed "Big Blue". And then those stupid f***s started doing that thing where they...well, like this.
Jerk: Ay, girl. *taps my shoulder*
Me: *turns* What?
Jerk: *points to his stupid friend* He likes you/He wants your number/He thinks you're sexy
Stupid friend: *looking disgusted* Dawg...
Me: *curses them out in such a way that Elise then questions if what I told them to do is actually physically possible*

Seriously...do they think they're being funny? Do they think they're being original? Cuz, oh yeah, I so haven't been getting that since the 4th grade, (Feel the sarcasm)
Stupid d***s.
*puts entire human race into dryer*
*puts on spin cycle*
*Watches in sick amusement as their heads explode*
I'm not a people person.

End of School Day

Extra bonus rant:

I'm sick of my mom pushing her religion down my throat. I don't wanna do this Witness crap. Why is she the only one that notices?
Am I a bad daughter because I don't accept her cult religion as my own? I just wanna scream it out, sometimes, though: I DO NOT WANT TO BE A JEHOVAH'S WITNESS! WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME DO IT?

I so can't wait til I'm 18.
I'm going to PA and never coming back.

On a lighter note, my good pal Brittany (aloofbelle ) is engaged to her sweetheart.

Going to bed. (Only to have to wake up and go door to freaking door with my mom, the witch, the ex-Jew, and the cat lady.)
Gah. Killmenow.


Pull Harder Strings Martyr
"Stop" you cry "that's a lie"
Flush gasping white reddening
You smile and destroy it
It's time that we end this
It's our curse that make this world so hopeless
Allowing our king to spread his genocidal wings

My hands grip your throat I need your end
Burned, Stalked, ripped apart - I avenge
You ask me "oh god why?"
'Cause I'm god that's f***ing why!
- Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr

I'm so in love with this song. (And Alex.)
About this Entry
Feb. 15th, 2010 @ 10:56 am Writer's Block: Compare and contrast
Current Location: Right here
Current Music: I'm Not Your Boyfriend Baby- 3OH!3
What ten words would you use to describe yourself? If your friends were asked to describe you, how closely would all the lists match up?


Talkative (around people I know)
Shy (around people I don't)

I think my friends would agree. lolz
About this Entry
Feb. 14th, 2010 @ 08:22 am V-Day Meme
Current Location: In my roooooom
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Current Music: Faeries Stole Bridget- Anton Brejestovski
Have you ever felt like you weren't good enough?
Most of the time, yes.

Are you one of those people who constantly check the time?
Oh yeaaa

What happened at 11:12 am?
Yesterday: I was probably talking to obscure relatives at the family reunion.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?
All the time.

You're rude, aren't you?

Do you get jealous easily?
Not really.

What are you currently waiting for?
Mom to wake up so we can go to Wal Mart.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yes (His name rhymes with Smalex.)

Honestly, did you really love the last person you said I love you too?
Yes. (Baxter, my dog. I lovvve him.)

What's irritating you right now?
The fact that it’s a weekend and I’m awake before noon.

How many kids do you want?

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?

Is your heart broken?
No.:) It’s currently mended. XD

Who's hoodie did you last wear?
My blue one that says “Wench” on it that I got from the Ren Faire last year.

Ever been called babe?

You kissed someone last night, didn't you?

Say you were given an alcohol test right now, would you pass?

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?

What's on your mind?
Sweatpants, Alex, coffee, and sex. But there’s really nothing new about the last two.

Do you think you like anyone?
I have liked him for a very long time.

Has any one of your friends ever seen you cry?

Are you taller than your mom?
Hahahahahaha yep.

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yep. :( Sorry….

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon?
Er…it’s 8AM, so…I have no idea yet.

Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
I did before. I looked like an addict.

What is the last thing you spent money on?
A chocolate bar. :)

When is the next time you will leave your house?
Whenever mom gets up and going.

How many pair of skinny jeans do you own?

Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?

Were you single on your last birthday?

How are you feeling at this exact moment?

What do you do when something's wrong?

Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?

Do you like country music?

Would you rather someone lie to protect you or be honest and hurt you?
be honest
Be honest and hurt me. I’d rather know what’s really going on than just what you think I want to hear. (Mom!)

When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
Last night when I was texting Alex.

Do you find smoking unattractive?

Was the person you last texted single?
Bahahahahaha He was, but then….yeah. lolz Not anymore.

Does anyone call you baby?

Who was the last person you cried on the phone to?

Who was the last person you talked to last night and about what?
Alex. Said goodnight and luv ya. :)

When's the next time you will see the person you like?
I have no idea.

Do you get along with girls?
Sort of.

Are you mad about anything?

Do you miss anyone?

Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
Definitely not. Though I am DATING the same person I was dating at the beginning of 2008. lolz

Have you ever had a good feeling about something?

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter?

Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

What were you doing at midnight last night?

Have you made someone happy today?
I haven’t talked to anyone yet.

If your bedroom walls could talk, what would they most likely say?
Clean your room!!! And go to bed!!!!!

Do you think tomorrow will be a good day?
Of course. (No school)

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn't?

What is on your wrists right now?
Sleeves and the bracelet dad gave me for Christmas.

Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Hoodie: Ren Faire, Henley: Beall’s…in the guy section.

Are you afraid to grow up?

Do you care what people think of you?
I say I don’t but I kinda do.

When do you plan on having kids?

Do you like orange juice?

What did you do for Valentines day?
I’m going to Wal Mart.

Would you rather have big or small dogs?

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?

When is your birthday?
12-24-93 11:58:36 PM

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Do you like winter time?

Who is your last photo comment from?
Nana Di.

How is your hair right now?

What are you listening to right now?
Faeries Stole Bridget- Anton Brejestovski

Do you wanna go back and start over?

Do you cry everyday?

Have you ever disappointed anyone in the past month?
About this Entry
Jan. 30th, 2010 @ 11:17 am Quick update
Current Location: Here/Now
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Make Em Laugh- Singing in the Rain
Gonna go meet Alex ( <3) in less than an hour at the mall.
Then going to Cobb to hang with Elise.

My social life just did a complete 180...lolz
Oh and...also?

I am officially an Aunt!!!! (As of last Thursday.) Didn't find out until yesterday cuz Dad's phone is the suxxor.
So, yeah...I am all of a flutter!
However, some people should just not be allowed to name their own children. My new nephew's name?
Camdon Francis Elton Claus.

Maybe if I keep saying it, it'll sound less...er...yeah.

Or...am I the only one this sounds weird to? Sure, dad doesn't like it, but that's probably just because he's now a grandpappy at 46.

Camdon. (For New Jersey)
Francis. (For her cousin)
Elton. (For Elton John)
Claus. (Her last name)


Welcome to Life, C-FEC!

About this Entry